My brithday message to my sister

I was worried because for more than 4 weeks I was thinking of what I am going to send for your birthday, it’s only up to this moment I come up with sending you this message. Card with message was my usual way of saying that you are always remembered.

I am writing this using the laptop you gave me. I want to write everything what comes into my mind, I wanted to tell you everything the gratefulness of your heart but million pages isn’t enough to write all the positive adjectives I want to write describing how wholehearted a person you are.

I remember when I was in the last year in the elementary school, I prayed that I could continue my education even up to the high school but at the end part of summer I was enrolled in the most notable school in our place and that was my most unforgettable moment during my childhood days. Remember, I prayed that somehow I could enroll in the public schools but I was given more than what I have prayed for because of you.

Sometimes I resented your direct personality but in other ways I don’t know why it feels so easy for me to open up and talk to you my weariness, worries and dreams. I have never dreamed that I could open up to you since you were not with us from the time I was a kid. But I saw a true sister in you. A sister who is always ready to lend her shoulder to lean on in times of trouble, a sister who shares her blessing and happiness, and a sister who is worth to be idolized.

During time when our brother-sister relationship was on the rough road it was really hard on my part. I tried to do the first move to iron-out conflicts but I failed because of those who are in between. I remember tatay tried to mediate after I explained my part, I admit to him my share of guilt for making myself swollen with pride and let all those hearsay prosper, as always be lowly is the most important to him. I told tatay or even promised that I will always value what you have done not only to myself but to the whole family as well. Thank you for giving me an opportunity to be what I am now. Thank you for being patient sometime of me being peevish. I am optimistic that someday I can repay the love, patience and good deeds you have showered with us.


This is how I remember your birthday, thanking and giving you importance not only for your special day but always- - - - happy birthday!

My brithday message to my sister

I was worried because for more than 4 weeks I was thinking of what I am going to send for your birthday, it’s only up to this moment I come up with sending you this message. Card with message was my usual way of saying that you are always remembered.

I am writing this using the laptop you gave me. I want to write everything what comes into my mind, I wanted to tell you everything the gratefulness of your heart but million pages isn’t enough to write all the positive adjectives I want to write describing how wholehearted a person you are.

I remember when I was in the last year in the elementary school, I prayed that I could continue my education even up to the high school but at the end part of summer I was enrolled in the most notable school in our place and that was my most unforgettable moment during my childhood days. Remember, I prayed that somehow I could enroll in the public schools but I was given more than what I have prayed for because of you.

Sometimes I resented your direct personality but in other ways I don’t know why it feels so easy for me to open up and talk to you my weariness, worries and dreams. I have never dreamed that I could open up to you since you were not with us from the time I was a kid. But I saw a true sister in you. A sister who is always ready to lend her shoulder to lean on in times of trouble, a sister who shares her blessing and happiness, and a sister who is worth to be idolized.

During time when our brother-sister relationship was on the rough road it was really hard on my part. I tried to do the first move to iron-out conflicts but I failed because of those who are in between. I remember tatay tried to mediate after I explained my part, I admit to him my share of guilt for making myself swollen with pride and let all those hearsay prosper, as always be lowly is the most important to him. I told tatay or even promised that I will always value what you have done not only to myself but to the whole family as well. Thank you for giving me an opportunity to be what I am now. Thank you for being patient sometime of me being peevish. I am optimistic that someday I can repay the love, patience and good deeds you have showered with us.

September Vacation

Ang 5-day vacation ko last September ay naging 17 days dahil sa mga aberya. Na-move and flight ko from September 20 ng hapon naging September 21 ng umaga. Sa unang pagkakataon naiwan ako ng flight ng 5:30am. I went straight to the Cebu Pacific office to ask kung pwede ako makasakay sa pangalawang byahe nila from tacloban to manila. The Cebu Pacific branch manager scheduled me 1:15pm flight of the same day. Sa hapon na scheduled flight ko naiwan na naman ako kasi nagpunta ako ng rob para dun mag-antay ng oras. wala na po ako nagawa kundi umuwi nalang ng bahay. My sister advice me na ipagpaliban na muna ang pagbyahe since that was the first time na mangyari ang ganun sa akin. I scheduled my flight September 29 pero wala byahe at that time dahil sa may rally ang PAL.Uwi na naman ako ng bahay. September 30 ng 10:15am schedule ko na naman ng flight via PAL pero wla pa ring byahe. buti nalang na transfer ng airline ang byahe ko nakabalik din ako ng manila that day.

Letter to Pacia

I have ten thousands of messages that I really want you to inject into your mind with regards to what you are feeling right now, but I prefer the best that I believe will wake you up or let’s just say will shake you tremendously and made you focus on what has to offer in the future. I mean future referring not for a long period of time but maybe the next day after you wake up from your slumber tonight.

Please excuse me if this will hurt you and thank if this will help you in another ways.

First, let me emphasize my understanding on your action of sending four of us the woman’s pictures… This means that you want somebody at your side to agree that you are indeed beautiful than she is. My evaluation upon seeing the picture is, you are really indeed most beautiful outside (I mean physically) than that woman, but let me remind you the essence in measuring of being beautiful is not only on the physical aspect of a person but it also how you carry yourself when you are most alone inside and out.

Second, May I ask you this… Have you evaluate the situation? Do not focus only on the negative aspect of one person or the other. Weigh things if you have missed something worthwhile for him to turn you down. Now, after evaluation of yourself and you can say straight on your eyes in front of a mirror that you are purely have no sense of guilt because you were always on the right track of your relationship, then, tell yourself you have something better to come. Never cry and make yourself fool because you waste your time in reaching those two stupid people to talk and clarify thing which hurts you at the end. You may say I am not credible in telling this to you but I tell you this is from my heart and based on my experiences.

Third, “boy friend; wala lang” this is what I exactly heard from you before referring to Noel when we were along Taft Ave. waiting for a ride home. We talked about boy friends and relationships in a manner of joking and you certainly uttered the words. Why don’t you think that way now? Is it because of your defense mechanism that you lost him not because you decide on it but he was? Remember acceptance make you heart feel relived! If you accept things/situations by just having those as your guide to be better person, you will indeed end up better person but if you continue to hold on the situation as if you have nowhere to run, you will never moved-on…

My advice is that… look into a better perspective of taking what destiny has to offer for you. Never be defied of what you believe in the old belief that if DuDan will marry ahead of you, you will never be wife! Take that as a challenge and as much as possible break that old belief! Crying is just an expression of being hurt but never cry too loud or too long for there is always laugher after your trouble, there is always sunshine after the rain and there is always best time to come!

Move-on! Organize a party for all of us! Treat us at Mang Inasal or ChickBoy or even at Turo-Turo, I am sure everything what’s negative thought in your mind and heart will be vanished if SPECIALLY IF YOU WILL TREAT US AT CALDA PIZZA!!!!

LET’S HAVE A PIZZA PARTY!!!! YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOO……

My July leave

One week na maulan mula pa noong Monday, ngayon Saturday na maulan pa rin at bumabaha pa. First time ko pumasok sa office wearing shorts but according my colleagues okay lang daw at reasonable dahil baha at umuulan pa.
Two weeks nalang mula ngayon uuwi na naman ako sa province to pay respect for the first year anniversary of my father’s death. Excited ako umuwi dahil aside from babang luksa gusto ko rin sana fix yun show na in- organize ko sa carigara pero parang malabo pa asa of now.
My friends want to go with me sa pag-uwi pero parang hindi ko nalang sila isasama since parang hindi naman matutuloy ang screening. I have to find out pa what happened.
My schedule during my week long leave of absence will be:

13th July – arrival to Tacloban
5pm – Already home – If there are still time, I will go directly to my friend’s house to check what happened to our screening for our show.

14th July – Look for additional materials and ingredients for the 16th July Prayer for dad’s soul.

15th July – Food preparation from morning until early evening. In the late evening of the same day, I am going to enjoy rides and shows at the Carigara Fiesta Carnival.

16th July – First Death Anniversary of my father. I am planning to invite my friends to be with me the whole day this day.

17th July – Will go swim at the river with some friends and invited individuals.

18th July – Relax at home and prepare for the trip back to Manila the following day.

19th July – Back to Manila – Relax at the Dorm and prepare for work the following day.

20th July – Back to work….

Hope to having a wonderful week long vacation…

This is where i learned my first ABCs.

sponsorship Letter

MODEL QUEST 2011

May 31, 2011

Dear Madam/Sir:

As active members of our society, we are planning to form an organization that will help develop talents and skills of our youth and provide them opportunities for social growth. As our inventiveness, we will be staging a MODEL QUEST 2011 this coming September 17, 2011. This activity reflects our objectives in realizing the importance of the development of our youth well as developing camaraderie, friendship and unity among its members
In line with this, we would like to ask your help in making this event a success by taking part in the said events. We are appealing to your generosity and are deeply grateful for all the help that you can extend to us.
We have prepared several sponsorship packages for you to choose for our 20 candidates. (10 Males and 10 Females).
A. Winners are on the following basis and corresponding prizes.
a. Grand Winner - Php.5000.00 each
b. First runner-up - Php.3000.00 each
c. Second runner-up - Php.2000.00 each
B. Minor awards shall be given Php.500.00 each with a gift pack on the following basis
a. Best in Production Number
b. Best in Casual Wear
c. Best in Jeans Wear
d. Mr. & Miss Body Beautiful
e. Most Friendly

We are hoping for your favorable response

Thank you


Very Truly yours


Cecil Bactano
Events Organizer