My Bora trip

Sunday, November 27 madaling araw palang gising na ako para mag prepare for my trip to bora. Alas 4:30 ng umaga ng daanan ako nila Rox at Duchess sa bahay upang magtungo na sa airport for 5:45 trip going to Boracay Airport. Maganda ang byahe dahil walang delay sa araw ng iyon. Ilang sandali lang ang pinaghintay namin sa waiting area for boarding. Few minutes lang nasa Boracay airport na kami sa Caticlan.
From Boracay Airport Sumakay ulit kami ng bangka going to Boracay Island... It takes us only 15minutes from the port to island... Una nagdalawang isip ako dahil sa dami ng tao sa port ang akala ko pwede ma overload ang bangka pero nawala ang pag aalala ko dahil kung ilan ang capacity ng bangka un lang ang laman.
Nakarating kami ng Boracay mg 8:30 ng umaga... Syempre una check in muna sa hotel para safety ang mga gamit. Mas maganda kung meron kakilala ng taga doon pra meron discount ang hotel. Sa Royal Park kami tumuloy ng dalawang gabi at dalawang araw 5k ang rate ng hotel
Okay ng ang accomodation namin wala ng kami sinayang na oras at kahit tanghaling tapat punta na agad kami sa dagat at ito ang ganda ng dalapasigan
kung talagang gusto mong magpa tan ng balat okay na okay mag bilad sa araw... mag boating, mag island hopping at sumakaya ng banana boat for affordable prizes....

My brithday message to my sister

I was worried because for more than 4 weeks I was thinking of what I am going to send for your birthday, it’s only up to this moment I come up with sending you this message. Card with message was my usual way of saying that you are always remembered.

I am writing this using the laptop you gave me. I want to write everything what comes into my mind, I wanted to tell you everything the gratefulness of your heart but million pages isn’t enough to write all the positive adjectives I want to write describing how wholehearted a person you are.

I remember when I was in the last year in the elementary school, I prayed that I could continue my education even up to the high school but at the end part of summer I was enrolled in the most notable school in our place and that was my most unforgettable moment during my childhood days. Remember, I prayed that somehow I could enroll in the public schools but I was given more than what I have prayed for because of you.

Sometimes I resented your direct personality but in other ways I don’t know why it feels so easy for me to open up and talk to you my weariness, worries and dreams. I have never dreamed that I could open up to you since you were not with us from the time I was a kid. But I saw a true sister in you. A sister who is always ready to lend her shoulder to lean on in times of trouble, a sister who shares her blessing and happiness, and a sister who is worth to be idolized.

During time when our brother-sister relationship was on the rough road it was really hard on my part. I tried to do the first move to iron-out conflicts but I failed because of those who are in between. I remember tatay tried to mediate after I explained my part, I admit to him my share of guilt for making myself swollen with pride and let all those hearsay prosper, as always be lowly is the most important to him. I told tatay or even promised that I will always value what you have done not only to myself but to the whole family as well. Thank you for giving me an opportunity to be what I am now. Thank you for being patient sometime of me being peevish. I am optimistic that someday I can repay the love, patience and good deeds you have showered with us.


This is how I remember your birthday, thanking and giving you importance not only for your special day but always- - - - happy birthday!

My brithday message to my sister

I was worried because for more than 4 weeks I was thinking of what I am going to send for your birthday, it’s only up to this moment I come up with sending you this message. Card with message was my usual way of saying that you are always remembered.

I am writing this using the laptop you gave me. I want to write everything what comes into my mind, I wanted to tell you everything the gratefulness of your heart but million pages isn’t enough to write all the positive adjectives I want to write describing how wholehearted a person you are.

I remember when I was in the last year in the elementary school, I prayed that I could continue my education even up to the high school but at the end part of summer I was enrolled in the most notable school in our place and that was my most unforgettable moment during my childhood days. Remember, I prayed that somehow I could enroll in the public schools but I was given more than what I have prayed for because of you.

Sometimes I resented your direct personality but in other ways I don’t know why it feels so easy for me to open up and talk to you my weariness, worries and dreams. I have never dreamed that I could open up to you since you were not with us from the time I was a kid. But I saw a true sister in you. A sister who is always ready to lend her shoulder to lean on in times of trouble, a sister who shares her blessing and happiness, and a sister who is worth to be idolized.

During time when our brother-sister relationship was on the rough road it was really hard on my part. I tried to do the first move to iron-out conflicts but I failed because of those who are in between. I remember tatay tried to mediate after I explained my part, I admit to him my share of guilt for making myself swollen with pride and let all those hearsay prosper, as always be lowly is the most important to him. I told tatay or even promised that I will always value what you have done not only to myself but to the whole family as well. Thank you for giving me an opportunity to be what I am now. Thank you for being patient sometime of me being peevish. I am optimistic that someday I can repay the love, patience and good deeds you have showered with us.

September Vacation

Ang 5-day vacation ko last September ay naging 17 days dahil sa mga aberya. Na-move and flight ko from September 20 ng hapon naging September 21 ng umaga. Sa unang pagkakataon naiwan ako ng flight ng 5:30am. I went straight to the Cebu Pacific office to ask kung pwede ako makasakay sa pangalawang byahe nila from tacloban to manila. The Cebu Pacific branch manager scheduled me 1:15pm flight of the same day. Sa hapon na scheduled flight ko naiwan na naman ako kasi nagpunta ako ng rob para dun mag-antay ng oras. wala na po ako nagawa kundi umuwi nalang ng bahay. My sister advice me na ipagpaliban na muna ang pagbyahe since that was the first time na mangyari ang ganun sa akin. I scheduled my flight September 29 pero wala byahe at that time dahil sa may rally ang PAL.Uwi na naman ako ng bahay. September 30 ng 10:15am schedule ko na naman ng flight via PAL pero wla pa ring byahe. buti nalang na transfer ng airline ang byahe ko nakabalik din ako ng manila that day.

Letter to Pacia

I have ten thousands of messages that I really want you to inject into your mind with regards to what you are feeling right now, but I prefer the best that I believe will wake you up or let’s just say will shake you tremendously and made you focus on what has to offer in the future. I mean future referring not for a long period of time but maybe the next day after you wake up from your slumber tonight.

Please excuse me if this will hurt you and thank if this will help you in another ways.

First, let me emphasize my understanding on your action of sending four of us the woman’s pictures… This means that you want somebody at your side to agree that you are indeed beautiful than she is. My evaluation upon seeing the picture is, you are really indeed most beautiful outside (I mean physically) than that woman, but let me remind you the essence in measuring of being beautiful is not only on the physical aspect of a person but it also how you carry yourself when you are most alone inside and out.

Second, May I ask you this… Have you evaluate the situation? Do not focus only on the negative aspect of one person or the other. Weigh things if you have missed something worthwhile for him to turn you down. Now, after evaluation of yourself and you can say straight on your eyes in front of a mirror that you are purely have no sense of guilt because you were always on the right track of your relationship, then, tell yourself you have something better to come. Never cry and make yourself fool because you waste your time in reaching those two stupid people to talk and clarify thing which hurts you at the end. You may say I am not credible in telling this to you but I tell you this is from my heart and based on my experiences.

Third, “boy friend; wala lang” this is what I exactly heard from you before referring to Noel when we were along Taft Ave. waiting for a ride home. We talked about boy friends and relationships in a manner of joking and you certainly uttered the words. Why don’t you think that way now? Is it because of your defense mechanism that you lost him not because you decide on it but he was? Remember acceptance make you heart feel relived! If you accept things/situations by just having those as your guide to be better person, you will indeed end up better person but if you continue to hold on the situation as if you have nowhere to run, you will never moved-on…

My advice is that… look into a better perspective of taking what destiny has to offer for you. Never be defied of what you believe in the old belief that if DuDan will marry ahead of you, you will never be wife! Take that as a challenge and as much as possible break that old belief! Crying is just an expression of being hurt but never cry too loud or too long for there is always laugher after your trouble, there is always sunshine after the rain and there is always best time to come!

Move-on! Organize a party for all of us! Treat us at Mang Inasal or ChickBoy or even at Turo-Turo, I am sure everything what’s negative thought in your mind and heart will be vanished if SPECIALLY IF YOU WILL TREAT US AT CALDA PIZZA!!!!

LET’S HAVE A PIZZA PARTY!!!! YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOO……

My July leave

One week na maulan mula pa noong Monday, ngayon Saturday na maulan pa rin at bumabaha pa. First time ko pumasok sa office wearing shorts but according my colleagues okay lang daw at reasonable dahil baha at umuulan pa.
Two weeks nalang mula ngayon uuwi na naman ako sa province to pay respect for the first year anniversary of my father’s death. Excited ako umuwi dahil aside from babang luksa gusto ko rin sana fix yun show na in- organize ko sa carigara pero parang malabo pa asa of now.
My friends want to go with me sa pag-uwi pero parang hindi ko nalang sila isasama since parang hindi naman matutuloy ang screening. I have to find out pa what happened.
My schedule during my week long leave of absence will be:

13th July – arrival to Tacloban
5pm – Already home – If there are still time, I will go directly to my friend’s house to check what happened to our screening for our show.

14th July – Look for additional materials and ingredients for the 16th July Prayer for dad’s soul.

15th July – Food preparation from morning until early evening. In the late evening of the same day, I am going to enjoy rides and shows at the Carigara Fiesta Carnival.

16th July – First Death Anniversary of my father. I am planning to invite my friends to be with me the whole day this day.

17th July – Will go swim at the river with some friends and invited individuals.

18th July – Relax at home and prepare for the trip back to Manila the following day.

19th July – Back to Manila – Relax at the Dorm and prepare for work the following day.

20th July – Back to work….

Hope to having a wonderful week long vacation…

This is where i learned my first ABCs.

sponsorship Letter

MODEL QUEST 2011

May 31, 2011

Dear Madam/Sir:

As active members of our society, we are planning to form an organization that will help develop talents and skills of our youth and provide them opportunities for social growth. As our inventiveness, we will be staging a MODEL QUEST 2011 this coming September 17, 2011. This activity reflects our objectives in realizing the importance of the development of our youth well as developing camaraderie, friendship and unity among its members
In line with this, we would like to ask your help in making this event a success by taking part in the said events. We are appealing to your generosity and are deeply grateful for all the help that you can extend to us.
We have prepared several sponsorship packages for you to choose for our 20 candidates. (10 Males and 10 Females).
A. Winners are on the following basis and corresponding prizes.
a. Grand Winner - Php.5000.00 each
b. First runner-up - Php.3000.00 each
c. Second runner-up - Php.2000.00 each
B. Minor awards shall be given Php.500.00 each with a gift pack on the following basis
a. Best in Production Number
b. Best in Casual Wear
c. Best in Jeans Wear
d. Mr. & Miss Body Beautiful
e. Most Friendly

We are hoping for your favorable response

Thank you


Very Truly yours


Cecil Bactano
Events Organizer

MODEL QUEST

Screening for the model quest is on July 16, 2011
Show is on September 17, 2011
Application forms are available just contact Greta at 09091287933 or Obet at 09302860293.
See you all there

Lizardo 2nd Hurray

Lizardo
"with regards to ur first reply.. ry ko care tem source ngan haem.. keber ko man haem. angy reliable tem source? ngan biz pa hino ito. ry kala geap karapatan pagsurat ha public nga paka alo in which d ka sayod. angay la mgsurat kun sayod kna tlg ngan gnkuha mo na both sides. one sided kala kasi. i compare nman am background ngan tem source. how sure r u nga tnan ea gnyakan tuod?"

Anwer
Again! It never comes even into my wildest reverie to have your interest so “keber ko man haem” phrase is out of context

Sources, writing in public and looking at the two sides of the story are some dogma in journalistic approach to make the concerned aware of what the writer wants to convey. As one who wrote the message, may I tell you that the source of conflict (that was YOU) always think that s/he is on good judgment. Again and again! No “criminal” accepts that s/he committed a crime! Criminals think that they are high-quality and no one reached even the same level as they are. That is how exceptional you think you are! Do I need to execute background check? What do you think?

Lizardo
"ikaduha nga comment mo .... sa tingin mo hino an crap? ikaw o an kano??? bga ka ngan hin basurero l ha ira... ry ko labot tem BOASTFUL N WORD. sabagay haem bubuhat yna halta na... hahahaha!"

answer
Remember I did not compare myself to anyone because I perfectly believe and put on my heart the message of the poem “DESIDERATA”. Please let me borrow one paragraph of the said poem (“If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.”) as one proof I never did dare to compare! BOASTFUL comes from your bad mouth that is why we were on this circumstance. What I want from you was your simple explanation and acceptance of your transgression (whether in action or in words) to make things clear but “LESS I CARE ABOUT YOUR SHIT!!!” was your answer. What do you think will be the reaction of the aggrieved person? Laugh at you? Answer me in a precise manner since you are a most excellent reactor more than anybody. What do you think?

Your own assessment; I am a crap more than your foreigner. Of course that is your conviction and I won’t dare question on that! As what you’ve said you fair nothing even to God! What do you mean by this? Isn’t it you think you are more than superior of all things? Who do you think the hell are you? Is this because you found a rancid foreigner?

Lizardo
"third... ikaw ng ampi hin iba nga tawo. remember gn api mo tak aswa nga ry man it knalaman haem. kun tuod man it nga ten folds nakilala haem less i care... its out of the question anyway.. as what u've said. di ka tlg masurat hn makamantsa haem pgkatawo.. mgsusurat kla hin mkamantsa ha iba hin di ka sayod. PRESIDENTE ka pa nman hin wary la nbaruan. gn aaply ha daily life it nababaruan. dpat before nasurat nanginginsayod any.. dri ky KSP gud hin duro. gusto makilal on ha balilit.. hahahaha"


Answer
I don’t need to be well known in Balilit! As what you’ve said NO ONE knew me in my own birthplace. Again! You’re right in blurting it! No one knew me because I am a will believer of the saying “Silent water is clear and profound”.

Again and Again! PRESIDENT/CEO was the two magic words wherein you agitatedly reacted! I don’t care whether you have qualms or what you may call it with regard to my repute. You have NO contribution to what I am now! Who the hell are you to question my status?

Anyway, even you deny it or not you recognized what we are doing and of course me being a CEO. The number one goal of the organization we are building is to be recognized since our main business is services, entertainment, and conceptualization. Thank for the recognition. Recognition either positive or negative is still recognition. The only thing I won’t agree to is your comment of my being a person.

Attention is NOT what I am hungry for! I always have all the attention from different people I have met. What else I am asking for? I project myself as lowly as I can every time I went back to Balilit but then… here you are… is this not an attention? Look! Ms. Lizardo, my statement in regard to your persona was based on what I’ve heard from people of Balilit but have you ever heard me commented before? That’s the best example of I DON’T CARE to whoever you are! Anyway, thank you NAPANSIN MO AKO even in my simple way of projection. What more if I show you the CEO type of Cecil? Again! I am asking you. What do you think?

Lizardo
"with regards to the reading comprehension i'm best with it.. hahahahaha! hataas ak lupad n heto??? awh senxa la.. bangen kasi ma misunderstood mo nman.. where in u always do.. yes u may have not much time para makaistorya mo ako. anu manla it pumakiana ka em mga kaurupdan nga alaun dw pgpakiana kan crispina kun hino man it hea ky anu ngsusugad hea. pra at least naicring ko ak side ngan d na humalaba. dri gud ky kw makarit, kw kulang ha panisn. kaw nla tnan. pati best reader kaw nla.

Answer
Exemplary on reading, excellent on logical thinking, unbeatable reactor and all are best describe you! This is according to you describing yourself.

Here are some of my suggestions: 1) Go back to the first post, read and understand. 2.) Evaluate if you think logically base on your choice of words, 3.) Weigh your reasoning if it is worth to be called unbearable reactor.

Do I need to elaborate my suggestions?

Lizardo
"with the means of sending ur message, u can send it in private an let the balilit facebook to send it to me.. that if kun ng iisip ka hin maupy ngan mamingaw nga pangukoy.. pero ky dri.. again KSP MAN.."

anser
You want the discussion private? How I wish you thought all this the last time you saw me! I am sure you knew me by flesh even you deny it or not! I never knew you until the time you encroach my being a person. If you have high regard on me or the other way around, why didn’t you approach me and ask something that made you confused. (As what you’ve said). I am a person whom you can talk to anything under the sun.

Lizardo
"WITH REGARDS TAK LUPAD.. AY PGBINOUT AKUN KUN HASTA WER KO KARUYAGON PG LUPAD... tamsi ngane my freedom.. ako pa?????"

Answer
Go as high as you can imagine! Diri ka nga nahadlok sa Diyos! Waray ka na pagkupas! Hataas ka na kuntra sa Diyos.

Lizardo
IKAUPAT: how sure r u nga nangagamit ak tawo???? sabgy axa tlg it mgkitid it utak. ngan mangamit man ak tawo KEBBBEEER MO? haem my mapagamit? i dont think so.. haaaaay..gosh! napa stress pgpinatol hin may ineskwelahan kulaos.. nkaka baba ng morale.."

Answer
Love, conscience, and submission of self to one person as partner are some of true meaning of marriage not because of self indulgence. Do you think I believe in you for telling me that you marry a foreigner with these criteria without your hidden desire to CRAVE (as your word) for?

Lizardo
"ikalima: awh meada ngayan napatol haem? anu man nga wary mo patuli??? di ko kelangan it nga mga explanation.. as the saying goes... to see is to believe.. toy kun misay ako anu kapa kaya??? MULARAW NA.. LAOG PA..hahahaha! keber ko man tem picts?? chura nem.. buratyod ka ngane"


Answer
Please refer to my statement on the meaning of having a partner or marriage for your question why I don’t go for CRAVING (parang ice cream lang ano! haha) a foreigner.

Like what I’ve said, I don’t have to explain because I never owe you any explanation. What I am doing is to educate you. Seems that you lack of it base on your choice of words and reasoning.

I am sorry I NEVER KNEW EVERYTHING that is why I don’t know “buratyod”. For sure a person with BAD MOUTH only utters that word!

About my pictures! Go skim of it and got envy of I, me and myself being stunning.

Lizardo
"IKAUNOM: di ada ak nahambog udoy.. kaw ada ng una una.. nanahimik ako ikaw ng inuna.. makayakan ka bga ka hiun kairo... nkatagpo kla hin palaban nga em gn unahan axa nasugad ka heto."

Answer
WOW! Who among us that best describe a “hambog”? Isn’t it the one who said that she can beat even GOD? Are you sure you use your logical thinking in sending those messages intended for me? Just asking?

Lizardo
"excuse me d ak insecure haem.. ngan anu b ika insecure ko??? tem nalabaw??? shocksssss...."


Answer
What else you name it the way you did? Insecurities is within yourself! Whether you deny it or not you are INDEED INSECURE!

Lizardo
"tak kaisog doy inborn.. sugad geap tak kabuotan. pero tem nawong liwat.. hahahaha. chura la."

Answer
Your courage and kindness are “unquestionable”! You are really courageous and kind! Are you? hahaha

My face? Look at it and you will see the pureness of my heart and mind! That is what we call the aura worth to be insecure of .

Lizardo
"doy di ak gold digger... awh hala sige nala. riko nagud ak hn duro pgka gold digger. any daw ginsusubay bayan mo ako? diin ka heto nga mga term? bgat pan telenovela.. ageh karixo manla. sige sunod ky maging platinum digger n ko ngan diamond digger. sige subaybaye la ak life ha! hangan sa susunod nating pagkikita.. palaam"

answer
Seems that you don’t understand the word Gold digger. Sounds music to your air? You think about it otherwise. This I tell you Ms. Lizardo, never inject into you mind that I am interested with the hell of your life. Put it in your mind that your life is not worth to be recognized. A rotten attitude same as yours will never be changed in just a click as camera shots.

Lizardo
"balit gay ka tlg. mahilig mgtalak hin dri SAYOD... maaram kun anun sayod???? maybe yes pero d mo carry buhaton.. panginsayod.."

Answer
A journalistic approach in carrying out event is one hell of my approach in dealing with this circumstance. Refer to my first comment so you won’t tell your phase in a redundant manner.

Lizardo
"yucksssss.. ikaw la nga maptol.. ikaw kamo pasalamat ky pinatulan ko kaw.. baklang mahadera.. bibig n bumubukaka.. puro manla mga hearsay.. panginano any udoy sano ka naywyaw.."

Answer
I perfectly knew what I am doing and what words to say. Your yucksssss mean that you think you are superior than I am. Again! Look at yourself in a mirror and you will see the picture of a hypocrite acting like powerful because of her crap foreigner.

Lizardo
"kun meada man CRAP nganhe world..ikaw ito.. as in totally crap.."


Answer
Yes I am totally CRAP - - - Certified Reliable And Provider. That’s how CRAP I am.

Lizardo
"i'm not digging any info 'bout u. it just happened that ur relative mention ur name.. arent u used to it??? being a president of a company u should welcome all the attentions... that is if......hmmm"


Answer
You don’t need to dig any info about me because my life is like an open book. You can have all the information available in regards with my whole life, activities and on.

You are right for saying that I should welcome all the attention as President of our Organization. Know what? An effective leader knew how to accept ideas and criticism in a constructive manner. What you’re doing is judging my whole being, NOT criticize me constructively! I hope you could differentiate constructive criticism between judgments.


Lizardo
let me remind u.. ry ada ak mgmention wealthy ako.. pero sige nala.."

Answer
Again! Go back to your statement before! You do not knew what you are saying, maybe!

Lizardo
"tgpira it ticket? tg piso?"


Answer
Refer to the old post if you are really exceptional in reading comprehension! This simple question of yours means a lot based on the transcripts we both posted since we start this. Is this one an example of one hell of an exemplary in reading comprehension? Again! I am just asking!

Lizardo
"am i intelligent??? wow.. thank u!!! sad to say i'm not.. i'm just a reactor. pero nanginsayod any..."
"awh with regards ha ak kasla.. sayod kman pirmi???? naayon tlg ak haem.. masugid ko gud kaw nga tga subaybay... sige padayuna la ito... gusto mo em kasal nla i organise.. o kaya tem mga kmag anak.."

Answer
Here you are again! The last time you post your comment you project you are indeed intelligent more than anybody base on the evaluation of your choice of words. Now you will retract and change it to a good reactor. WOW! Why don’t you go to a law school and use all your talent as good reactor so you could be prosecutor someday? Never use that talent by just reacting on a person whom you are insecure with. Oh that was just a plain suggestion but if you have idea more than what my idea was, it’s up to you! Continue to be an excellent rotten reactor.

Thank you for liking me divulging your one in a million fabulous wedding! You will indeed like me of that because I am only giving you my depiction of what happened the truth and nothing but the truth.


Lizardo
"you know what? we could have been friends.. though aram ak d ka intresado. but i'm serious and sincere. dpat kasi nanginsayod ka any... una malibak ba ako ha kauropdan mo? dpat kasi reliable tem source liwat. ry bahid hn ugop. kay ako titindugan ko ak gnyakan. i'll say it again..PANGINSAYOD. tapos mo pkabati my gnsugo ka unta pagpakiana akun."


Anser
I will tell you this from the core part of my heart. We will never be friends! Know what? One criterion to befriend me is A GOD FEARING individual and you have zero point on this. Never think of we will be friends. I tell you it won’t happen but anyways life is full of miracles and if one day I see you in one place that tells you really are a changed person, that will be the time I give you the benefit of the doubt.

Lizardo
damu n problema hin earth pra dumagdag p kita. pero kun gusto mo pa ipadayon ry n ak plan pgpatol haem.. bhla ka nla mgpadayun..."


answer
Never plan just like what you did to me so we end up to this! Relax and reflect all what you’ve done wrong not only to me but also to your fellow. That’s the time you will see that life is beautiful!!!

Lizardo

"oh well.. that was just my means of appreciation having somebody from Balilit Carigara who have presumed to be successful beyond expectation of the many. i dont give a DAMN neither i care which is true or not. i just wonder how u hysterically reacted. just wann make things clear.."

Oh yeah! My million thanks for your “appreciation” of me PRESUMING to be successful beyond YOUR expectation! WHO THE HELL ARE YOU Ms. Lizardo to care for digging my profile whether if its TRUE or NOT! Is this not a sign of insecurity? Just asking?

"less i CARE 'bout u and ur achievements ...if ever??????????? but i wont tolerate such comment/reaction shutting my credibility as a person just to satisfy ur hypocrisy and ignorance. let us not hide our pretension in a piece of a gadget, in which the whole world might be confused..."

"which less i CARE 'bout u and ur achievements ...if ever??????????? but i wont tolerate such comment/reaction shutting my credibility as a person just to satisfy ur hipocracy and ignorance. let us not hide our pretensions in a piece of a gadget, in which the whole world might be confused...which is true and which is not. have pity to those who are ignorant and easily believes in drama. yup! there might be less who knew me than u r but those people are good to be true although i believe that an ordinary mentor like u might succeed..but i'm not giving u any single right to interfere in me being married to a foreigner becoz in a million who crave for 1, only hundreds can avail and that does not includes u..."

I am NOT and will never need for your care about my achievement and myself! Did I? ACHIEVEMNETS… IF EVER???? (this is also of sign of insecurity! I tell you!)
My reaction was based on your comments and if this means of shutting your towering credibility so be it!
Ignorance is bliss. I do have more respect to those people who are ignorance than those like YOU who are “intelligent” but

"may i remind u dear.. Bragging never boast ur morale and will only reap nothing but embarrassment. good day!!!"

"i'd like to clear myself with this issue in which ur source has wrongly relayed it to u."

"ur source and i had a conversation in which hea an nag una."

"G: nag away it hra ni jojo ky tungod la hn pronunciation. tapos gn inenglisan ni ecil hi jojo. wary n pkagyakan hi jojo. AKO: awh ky anu it ea work? G: maestro man it hea ha manila ada. AKO: awh ky an nakasurat man ha facebook president hea hn RCG events and whatever. G: awh ambot."

"axa la it am istorya. cring ko my ngcomment pa ngane ha ea facebook nacring nga president a hin anu?"

"wary ak my nakikit an nga maraot hit ngada. unless nadiri ka mabaro it mga tga balilit nga president ka nga?"

"in fact, dapat k pa ngane maging proud. i dont see any reason pra ka masina ha akon tungod l heto nga conversation. to the point nga tamayon mo ako upod ak na asawa nga di ka man nea kilala."

"by the way, naciring ka damu nakilala haem. i doubt it ky tga balilit itself di man nakilala haem. no. 1 aurora qiambao ngcring hea d man hea nakilala em. ky anu? sikat ka ngayan? ikaduha.. dri ak KSP. bangen ikaw? mgsurat ba ha public hin dri kaman sayod. axa it tunay nga ksp. ikatulo. langaw ako? anu ka pa kaya.. bangen bagang kana. dri la ky natuntong. nakaon pa tlg tae."

"ikaupat. ak aswa d man milyonaryo pero onbe thing for sure natrabaho axa nakakaon p ak yna ngan naka palit p ak gusto paliton. though di pa ak presidante or CEO. hahahaha!"

"ngan natamy ka daun.. ky anu huna mo my makig aswa haem?"

"biz p ngane duling, bungi,o hikatuyaw nga kano ry mapatol haem. unless il;unod mo tem itlog ngan pudulon mo tem nalabaw.

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@Pinpin; CULTIVATE QUITE PLEASE. .SORRY ISN'T AN EASY PHRASE TO SAY, BUT IT CAN WORK MIRACLES. IT'S THE FIRST STEP TOWARD RESOLVING DIFFERENCES & RELIEVING THE STRESS THAT BUILDS AS A RESULT OF HARD FEELINGS. ADMITTING U WERE INSENSITIVE OR JUST PLAIN WRONG IS A NATURAL LESSON IN HUMILITY. IT MAY NOT CHANGE D WAY SOMEONE ELSE FEELS, BUT WHEN SAID WITH SINCERITY, IT BEGINS TO CHANGE U FROM D INSIDE OUT. ASKING 4 FORGIVENESS GOES A STEP FURTHER. IT EXPRESSES MORE THAN JUST ADMITTING UR GUILT & IT VOICES THE DESIRE FOR RECONCILIATION . WHETHER IT'S WITH BALILITNON, NEIGHBOR, OR EVEN GOD, ASKING FOR FORGIVENESS OPENS THE DOOR TO HEALING FOR BOTH UR BODY & SPIRIT. U WON'T BE SORRY FOR APOLOGIZING ANYWAY!"

Musika ng pagmamahalan

Kay sarap pakinggan ang mga lingguwahe ng pag-ibig na tunay at wagas na tulad nito:
Tandaan mo palagi na nand’yan lang ako sa tabi mo, hindi kita iiwanan. Ipaglalaban kita. Ipangako natin sa isa’t-isa na kapag may problemang haharang sa ating pagmamahalan, sabay nating haharapin ang mga iyan, sabay nating labanan, ano mang dagok o pagsubok. Mahirap kapag ako lang ang nakikipaglaban. Mahirap kapag nag-iisa lang akong humarap sa mga balakid na susuungin natin. Ipaglaban mo rin ako. Ipakita mo sa akin na mahal mo ako, na nand’yan ka rin para sa akin; sa pagmamahalan natin. Huwag mong ipadama sa akin na nawalan ka na ng lakas, na nawalan ka na ng pag-asa. Nasasaktan ako... At lalo nang huwag mo akong ipamigay sa iba. Hindi isang bagay ang pag-ibig na puwede mong sabihing sa iba na lang ako, o na nababagay ako sa iba. Hindi sukatan ang pisikal o panlabas na anyo upang masabi mong bagay o hindi bagay sa isa’t-isa ang dalawang taong nagmamahalan. May sariling lingguwahe ang puso na tanging kapwa puso lamang ang nakakaunawa. Wala itong batas na sinusunod, walang sukatan, walang kinikilalang katuwiran. Hindi mo puwedeng itanong kung bakit, kung kailan, kung paano, kung dapat kanino dahil kapag tunay kang nagmahal, ang mga ito ay walang kasagutan at katuturan. Kapag tumibok ang puso, lahat ay tama; kung nagiging mali man ang isang pag-iibigan sa mata ng tao, ito ay dahil hindi nila lubos na nauunawaan ang lingguwahe ng tibok ng puso.

Sayang sa panaginip ko lang siguro ito maririnig…

its over...

Dear RC, Maraming beses ko na itong pinag-isipan nitong nakaraang araw at aking napagpasyahan sa aking sarili: Ito na ang katapusan ng lahat. Makailang beses ko na itong sinabi sayo subalit nawawalan ako ng tapang upang mapanindigan ito. Ngayon, ito na ang pasya ko. Napakahirap para sa akin ang desisyon na ito dahil mahalaga ka sa akin. Masakit man pero aking napagmuni-muni na hindi tayo para sa isa’t isa at ang nag-iisang solusyon ay ang pagpapaalam. Labag man sa aking kalooban at bigat ng aking nararamdaman ay kailangan ko itong gawin.

Hindi ko maipagpapasalamat ang mga nagawa mong bagay para sa akin. Isang bagay lang ang masasabi kong nagpasaya sa akin ay ang relasyon ating binuo at pinag-isa. Humihingi ako ng pasensya sa mga bagay na hindi natin napagkasunduan, sa mga panahon nasayang at ang mga sugat na nabuo ng dahil sa hindi nating napagkaunawaan. Pasensya sa mga masasakit na salitang aking nabanggit at sa mga pangit na bagay na aking nagawa.

Umalis ako ng walang paalam at hindi na nagpunta sa lugar na ating tagpuan upang maiwasan ko ang mga bagay na nagpapaalala sayo, higit sa lahat ang hanapin ko ang aking sarili at upang matutunan kitang makalimotan.

Sisikapin kong maging matatag hangang sa maghilom ang aking sugat at matutunan kong tumawa ng muli at pag dumating ang panahon na maalala ko ang nakaraan at masabi ko sa aking sarili kung gaano ako nagpakagago… ikaw ang unang makakaalam.

Hangang dito na lamang. Nagdurugo ang aking puso at walang kasiguradohan para sa hinaharap pero gusto kong ngumiti para sayo at ipagdasal ang iyong kabutihan. Sana maipagdasal mo din ang aking kabutihan para sa hinaharap.

Salamat sa pagkakaibigan. Salamat sa mga oras na sinayang mo kasama ako. Salamat sa pang-unawa at pag-aruga. Salamat para sa mga nakaraan at mga bagay na ating pinagsaluhan. Salamat sa pagmamahal Babaonin ko lahat ng ito dito sa aking puso

Always

fun with family and friends

January 7, 2010 ng bumalik ako sa metropolis mula sa 12-day vacation from my own beloved place mula noong December 25, 2010. Dumating ako sa NAIA airport mga alas 9:00 ng gabi due to the delay of flight dahil sa technical problem ng eroplano. Nakarating ako sa aking boarding house mga alas 11:00 na ng gabi. But anyways thanks God we were all safe and that was the most important thing every person wished for.

Christmas day ng hapon ako nakarating ng aming tahanan. Mga bandang alas 4:30 ng hapon. Umuulan at madilim ang panahon. Naabotan ko ang aking nanay at si Gilbert (ang sundalo kong pamangkin) at ang aking brother in-law sa lamesa pero halos hindi na ako makilala ng aking pamangkin dahil sa sobrang lasing at antok. Ang aking nanay naman ay masaya dahil ang akala December 24 pa ang dating ko kaya waiting na sila sa pagdating ko. Of course before anything, bigayan muna ng gift at pasalubong pero and pinaka exciting ay ang lechon na itinira para sa akin ng aking pamangkin.

Siguro ganun na talaga ang weather condition sa visayas region pag “BER” month na maulan. Mula ng ako dumating at umalis ng aming lugar lagi umuulan araw – araw. Isang araw sa loob ng 12 days na ‘yon 1 day lang ang hindi umulan pero makulimlim parin ang panahon pero enjoy pa rin sa kabuohan ng bakasyon.

Marami magagandang pangyayari sa bakasyon ko. Masaya ang re-union ko ng aking mga batch mates sa HCA 91 sa boho beach resort. Mas na – appreciate ko ang boho beach resort ngayon kesa noon. Mas nag improve ang mga cottages nila. Masaya din ang pag visit ko sa “boulevard”. Ito yung place where you can unwind with friend. Pwede kumain ng chicken at pork barbeque with matching “puso” (rice covered with coconut leaf). Pero hindi na tulad noon na pwede ditto hangang 4 am. Ngayon alas 12 pa lang ng hatinggabi wala ng tao. Meron ka lang 2 hundred na budget sa lugar na ito solve na ang unwind mo. Hindi ko rin makakalimotan ang pag visit ko sa “Harupoy beach resort” pero hindi ko masyado na – appreciate and place dahil crowded na sa cottage. Halos wala ng madaanan papuntang beach at wala ng hangin para maging fresh kung nasa cottages kayo. Most specially sa mga naging memorable sa akin ay ang pagiging mas close ko sa bago kong frend. I find him nice and very accommodating. Gel ikaw yun! I know you still have reservation sa pag open up sa mga bagay bagay sa akin pero okay lang dahil we are still on the process of knowing each other but like what I have said I enjoy much being with you and Beth. Mas na enjoy ko ang inoman natin sa gilid ng kalsada sa tapat ng gate nio at yun inoman nating ng red wine sa waitng shed. I also find Ivan and Michael as nice persons. Mike is a person who is not that vocal but has a great sense when he utters words. Ivan is more like an observant but what I like him most is his being intelligent in dealing with situation and topics we discussed. I was disappointed with the other guy! I forgot his name. I don’t like the way he deals with the situation and he couldn’t follow simple instruction.

About MC De leon, I am really eager to meet him the second time before I left but time didn’t permit. How I wish na makita ko pa siya sa sunod kong vacation.

My friends, family neighbors and all people who made my vacation memorable…. Thank you!!!